If You'll be the Answer

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And I'll keep you

A daydream away

Just watch from a safe place

So I never have to lose

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Let's make it happen. Get unsigned bands signed,by helping them with a fanbase, and signed bands into Asia. There's good music out there, and we ALL need it. So knock yourselves out. Navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. Credits: ADyadreamAway/AllTimeLow *spring break John Ohh` from TheMaine showing SpringBreak	Friday, May 25, 2012, 10:45 PM Owls Ms. Intern Time. Don't you think the new bloodspot layout is so ever confusing? Where are all the buttons? LOL. Anyway, SURPRISE. It's the end of May already. The year just went by, although by right, we still have 12-5= 7 more months but if you really think about it, summer zoom past and before you know it, its August. Oh, what's with the cliched start to this entry? I'm sorry. Im not very inspired right now. So what have I been up to late? Let do this with... pictures. Let me try. + Okay,my bad, i don't have the photo of my MediaCorp tag on Archie (my Mac) But yes, I am on a 2-month stint with MediaCorp and I am so proud of myself. I mean, it's just pre-production but it's nice to be able to get a taste of the media industry and its environment. so for those of you who are interested to know how my internship has been going, you're welcomed to read on, other wise, go to the next point! My day starts at 10AM but I'm out of the house by 8.30AM.Overall, MediaCorp (the variety show department) is pretty chilled. We do not have a fixed lunch time, the place is 3/4 empty half the time, and some parts are dimly-lit (lol). And well, you've gotta be like a VP to even have your own office. Directors and Producers have desks just like a typical intern. Weird but it really does work. I mean they have these little places with almost like dinner/coffee tables where teams of maybe 4-5 people meet to have discussions. Oh, but the place is so old, i try not to think of how disgusting it is. Thankfully, they are movie but not soon enough. When I graduate I think i still have about 3 years at the old building if I work with them. But the canteen is decent too. They have 3 halal stalls. One that sells nasi padang (duh), an indian muslim stall that has nasi padang and prata (WHOOP WHOOP) and (thank god) a yong tau fu stall. Oh my dear, the YTF stall is god sent cos it's so cheap. 6 pieces of food item for $2.40 + soup, and if you add laksa is +50 cents. What a bargain. Almost IJC days-like :) Well, my jobscope nowadays has been pretty manageable. A lot of paperwork and well, i went up to a record of 2 weeks and 2 days without a paper cut until an evil cardboard box decided to hurt me. Brutal I know. Other things i've done are: logging video clips and renaming them, they use the huge cameras that record on the XDCAM hard drive disks thing. And I was familiar but they use a different program me to upload the disks. Next, Im been calling up the contestants and well, after some time my voice starts breaking over the phone and it's embarrassing when you know the person is trying hard to stifle their laugh. LOL. But it's okay, some contestants are really nice, and all excited which makes calling 100+ people in a day worth it. And from my faith in phone manners have been restored, since my call center days. Now i know, not everyone, is a baboon over the phone (faith in humanity restored). What else.... Or i sent emails out to the contestants, answer phone calls, more paper work. Perks of the job would include firstly, getting to see the show for free cos you're working on it. We got to go help out on We Are Singaporeans - unfortunately, I didn't go cos my family was celebrating the brother's birthday. And we almost got to enjoy Comedy Night if not for the fact we do not have permanent passes. GOD DAMN IT. To see stand up comedy, that is one of my dreams! COme on now! Good thing is, finally this weekend, we will be involved in the First XI finals. STOKED. Shall go into that after Sunday. NEXT POINT: But other things have happened besides my internship. Melissa has gone to Crater Lake, Portland Oregon. I miss her. That was us sending her off at the Departure halls.I swear I was just telling myself not to cry then when I saw her wipe her tears as she handed her passport for viewing, my eyes got watery but I just told myself she'll be back at the end of July and we'll see her soon. After sending her off, we went to eat Popeyes. HEHEH. Next, my GPA. MEH. Let's skip that. Let's just say i did well for th modules that mattered! A- and B+. PROUD to a certain extent. Next, Shermin is going for exchange. I'm really scared for next semester to be honest. In all my life, I've never met a creative partner and now i have in Shermin and known that she and I will be embarking in completely different journeys scares the suit out of me. But I'm trying to keep an open mind and hopefully, next semester will pass by fast. Also, i might be taking another Kym module so you know what that means!! I've been trying my hands at writing a script. I want to do something episodic, but so far, I'm not really happy with what I have. Seems I'm stuck int his short film mindset. Which does worry me and make me nervous. But, i shall persevere. Summer has only just begun. My idea is to do something HIMYM-ish, not because i want to be pretentious (it's only one of the best sitcoms around!!) BUT because well, it's such a typical situational comedy. Anyway, I need to post the link to my last assignment that I got an A and maybe you can check out my skills. I mean, I'm proud of myself yo know, but i still feel i can push myself and be better still. I'm just feeling mre at peace with myself, my abilities and I feel better about school now. I'm sure it won't be long before i feel it's shit but for now let me celebrate with this feelings of great serenity. Holla at cha' girl. Okay, i dunno where that came from. Yes, be jealous of my owl pullover. Thursday, May 3, 2012, 12:58 PM It fucking sucks I'm starting to realize that this whole, writing a script that is 1) base on experience 2) episodic Is very very difficult. Firstly, it's just plain weird to write about your friends. I mean, what if they hate being portrayed that way? Next, how does true to experience not turn up boring and dull? Then there is the problem of names. Do you know how difficult it is to pick names? Local and not pretentious. It's so god damn hard. I'm still trying to introduce all the characters but hurrrr.... Please, please, i need to try to finish one pilot episode. Syuhh. Friday, April 6, 2012, 7:04 AM So it's 7.05am on a Friday. And I'm seated at the WKW benches. I'm just chilling cos we start shoot at 730am. And my dad being the amaze balls dad that he is, sent me to school. IS IT FUCKING RAINING? I just walked to The Depression and realized that the generator started running so the fans are now switched on. Anyhow it's been pretty much a roller coaster ride with me and school. A lot of love and a lot of hate. Im just excited that school is about to end with one more week of school then... its study week then its exams then its... MY SUMMER BREAK. 3 freakin' months. I want to stop writing. Maybe next time. Friday, March 2, 2012, 5:54 PM To be or not to be - So recently, I went for an interview with Refinery Media. It went okay, which basically means I still don't know if i get the job. But anyway, my dad went along with me and he started talking about my future again. Which honestly i don't mind. My parents have always been a part of my decision making. And while yes, I am a 22 year old, I do value their opinion. However, whatever he had to say, well, It's not like I've not heard it all before. I mean, what do you exact when your media kid and you tell your parents, I want to go into TV production in a market as small as Singapore. On top of that, you're gonna be a graduate, so that kinda comes with pretty much this idea that you will get paid pretty high (obviously this is NOT true). So he started talking about how his people, without qualification can earn XXXX amount of money and that I might as well do that or something along the lines. And all I cold say was: But I don't want to work for money. Wow. What an idealist. What will I feed me an my perhaps, adopted child with? My passion? COME ON, you say. But, thats the only way I know now. That's the only way I see myself living happy now. Because I get the part about how I need to live comfortably, and that life is getting more expensive here and blah blah blah. But I don't know how else to choose my future. If I followed money, I would have gone in research. If i followed my hardworking brain, I would go to journalism. I just feel this need to prove to everyone that I'm okay with being in TV production and earning a measly amount of money and working my way up. Im okay with that. the conversation ended with... "Don't worry, I'll marry some rich guy." We all know marriage isn't exactly in my books right now. I just wanted to kill the conversation. At the end of the day, I'm the one who will decide what one to do. Labels: future, graduation, TV Thursday, February 23, 2012, 11:40 PM Underdog... Just look at the mess you've made. I am as surprised as you are that I am here writing. Before (even) I knew it, its recess week. Which basically means that half the semester is done. I would breathe a sigh relief except that well, the next half is even harder than this sem already is. So what are my plans? - send resumes out to production companies for summer internship - do 221 Reaction Story - do my individual TV studies review + report - Start on the TV commercial ad for HPB - Revise Astro and proceed to do the exam questions WOW. Don't I have a mountain to climb. Headed to study out tmr. Home and I, get along too well. What else can I say? I can't wait for the semester to be over. Just bracing myself for more. Hmm.. a lot of things have changed since I last wrote her. Foo Fighters and Skrillex won 3 awards at the Grammys. Adele picked up 6! Which is insane, and well-deserved. I realised im not cut out to be a journalist and so it kinda makes it easier to make a mistake nowadays since it's just about bettering myself. I'm realizing that TV production is probably something I want to venture into in the future. I'm still pretty much listening to You Me At Six.It's kind of cray cray how I'm still pretty much hung up on them. And no, I've not gotten Sinners Never Sleep. I should. I know. Palvin hates Australia. Never thought I'd say that but god bless that boy and hopefully he figures it out. So really, when you think about it, life has been really good and kind. Im thankful. Despite my really bad journalism writing, I think I have improved in other aspects of TV production and... I'm falling asleep less in Astro compared to the first few weeks. But i think the biggest change is just that I've been thinking about my future a lot more than usual. But i'll save that for another night. Sunday, January 29, 2012, 11:30 PM Criticisms i work means so much to me... that criticisms are so hard to heard. They are even harder when they are my own doubts. Why do I do this to myself? Right after that, I become so uninspired i just want to be in bed. and i honestly, don't like being in bed, unless it's raining, or its right after i wake up. Cos i hate wasting time. So being uninspired, truly sucks. Thursday, January 26, 2012, 2:00 PM I feel uninspired. Worst feeling ever.		ListentotheMusic Syuhrah (not thats not me. i like that aerial view of Andrew De Torres) 10Aug1990 18, legal but totally not making use of it. Add me on msn: syuhrah.agape9@hotmail.com but email me at syuhrah.agape9@gmail.com Fact: Im the biggest dork, so you'll always be cooler than me. My dead blog My Bestfriend, Ng Mun Ling and I sorta make the best Pb and Jay Sandwich. To summarise, i love these things: Man to watch: Christopher Kamrada<3		bandstolove Sparks The Rescue Heard them first thanks to the Tap Tap Revenge 3 apps on IPhone fell in love with their song Autumn immediately. Signed to Fealess (think The Maine and Breathe carolina), they basically play around with the same genre of punk pop. The members are likeable especially the lead singer, but this band definately worth a listen. Just released a new video calleed We Love Like Vampires and their album title is Eyes To the Sun.I myself have yet to listen to the whole album. For now, Fave tracks: Autumn Asteria Asteria has a mix of sounds that pretty much anyone can love. Their self-titled EP is awesome. Fave Tracks: The Taste, The Touch and A Lesson In Charades Three-man band from Virginia and signed to an indie. they probably sound like... a generic pop/punk band (sorry, had to use the word) but there's some good quality in their songs as they are upbeat though it does take a few listen as songs like Apocalypse sounds amateurish. Fave tracks: Closer time, Goldmine Valentine Alumni Runner Runner My American Heart We The Kings Red Powerspace Artist VS Poet The Friday Night Boys My Favorite Highway partnersincrime Ng Mun Ling Syaza Xueting Zhi Xiang Ayuni Safarina Nicole Tay Sheryl IJ FLoorball is LOVE Atikah Syarah Nuresah backtoyesterday + Owls Ms. Intern Time. + It fucking sucks + So it's 7.05am on a Friday. 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